I feel like there is an air of desperation in my lungs. Its a sense of heaviness that makes it hard to breath. I really don't know what to do. I'm not sure where to go. Its one of the hardest things to feel. I have lost direction. The motivation is there but with the lacking of results it is hard to believe that anything is possible. There are many things that need to be done, but which direction should I take? Where do I go from here? I need direction... I need someone to kick me in the butt and tell me where to go.